Ehh. [ not the dismissive kind of ehh, but she's trying to think ] I think there's a difference between... feeling remorse and not being able to forgive yourself for something. Of course you should feel like crap about it, but not forgiving yourself is like asking to be weighed down by it for longer than you probably should be. [ she's scratching the back of her head now while she talks, and yep that's definitely an awful habit she picked up from Brendan, so she cuts it out immediately. ] To me it's like one of those things you gotta kinda... take in and deal with and not move on from, but. There's a word for it, uh. Carp- Compartmentalize! What if something like that happens again? You can't be worried about- You can't hesitate. [ uh oooh, somebody's worrying over you, Robbie ]
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