[John looks around, breathing hard, and he wants to snap but he doesn't, he's grown out of that, he hates that he realizes that he can't just yell to get his way anymore, he learned that when Riley died and-
He looks at Kurt, and his eyes are greener than usual, or maybe it's the rim of red around them, and his body language is closing off]
I...they thought I was trying to kill myself. Cameron thought that. It was an accident.
[He says it too quickly. It wasn't an accident. He had almost done it.]
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He looks at Kurt, and his eyes are greener than usual, or maybe it's the rim of red around them, and his body language is closing off]
I...they thought I was trying to kill myself. Cameron thought that. It was an accident.
[He says it too quickly. It wasn't an accident. He had almost done it.]