I wanted to have something that wasn't touched by this. I don't know, I just wanted--
[ not to be damaged; not to wonder if peter feels sorry for him, which somehow bothers him more than any other concrete worry he can put a name to. before they were friends, they still respected each other-- or peter may have only respected neal's talent and not his choices, but it's all the same.
he doesn't want to be worth pitying, broken; not when it comes to peter. ]
TOO MANY FEELS CAPN THE SHIP CANNAE TAKE IT
[ not to be damaged; not to wonder if peter feels sorry for him, which somehow bothers him more than any other concrete worry he can put a name to. before they were friends, they still respected each other-- or peter may have only respected neal's talent and not his choices, but it's all the same.
he doesn't want to be worth pitying, broken; not when it comes to peter. ]
But obviously, that had an expiration date.