[She'd probably get huffy over him getting huffy - Tillman was important to her, okay, even if it was all confusing and messed up - except the answer to that question is a lot and she's well aware the crying jag she interrupted at the time is going to sneak back up on her when she's alone. Shoulder, though. She's just gonna rest her head against it, still petting Lodewijk's ears.]

Thought it was him. Ran over, made an idiot of myself. Figured out it wasn't him and made an idiot of myself again. Jesus, they're so alike though. I'm - kinda glad Simon left before this.

['cause she's pretty sure he'd have cried too, and holy shit would that have made him angry.]