[ There's a part of him that almost wants to get angry. To reach out and shake her and say that she must be empty inside, as empty as he is consumed by shadows, because she has seen into his head and yet she doesn't care.
And he reminds himself again. He doesn't want anyone to care. If they do, then they will try to stop him from killing himself, and that will be the worst possible think.
He doesn't. He doesn't.
(Killing with kindness, the saying goes, and that's the worst death of all.)
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And he reminds himself again. He doesn't want anyone to care. If they do, then they will try to stop him from killing himself, and that will be the worst possible think.
He doesn't. He doesn't.
(Killing with kindness, the saying goes, and that's the worst death of all.)
He takes a deep breath instead. ]
So you haven't. [ He looks at her. ] Where was I?