I can imagine that would be a relief as well as exciting. If it were me of course.

[ Even if Bela would take being a ghost rather than being stuck in hell for all eternity. Funny how life could work out for some, right?

she gives him a tiny smile in return, getting the feeling that there was more to his story but he was reluctant to share it with her at the moment. completely his prerogative of course. Bela could respect that. ]

What I am taking from this conversation is that you've led an interesting life, Spike. Perhaps even before you became a vampire.