[ He let out the breath he hadn't noticed he'd held. It wasn't meant to be any invasive than passing observation. Old habits, and they kept him sane in some ways. ]

I have no wish to see otherwise. It was bad enough to do it too one woman her whole life never mind... [ and he leaves it there. Taking a sip of his coffee again. ] This is very good, this drink. I haven't had it in a long time.