Well, it's okay. There's just some stuff that Zoë knows for sure she can't tell her crewmate. Talking about Wash's death is off the table. She's not sure she can actually talk about it without wanting to cry or shoot something.

As is, she just leads Kaylee to the nearest bar and steps behind to grab a bottle of whiskey and two glasses. She pours herself a healthy drink and one for her friend too before she speaks again.

"Alright, let's start with the easy part. Mal, Jayne, Inara, River and Shepherd Book aren't here. It's us, Simon and Wash right now. Wash's been here a year. Simon's going on six months and this is my third."