Trust me, I totally felt exactly like that like - I mean, either a year ago or like six years ago, I don't know how bad it screws the math all wiggy with the whole timeline... mixing-upping thing. [ half of that didn't feel like english. her 'yolo' comes in the form of reaching for her glass again, but she remembers it's empty and slides it over for the bartender to trade out instead. ]

And I mean, I guess I kind of miss it? Some of it. I miss my roommates, like - god, I wish they were here. They're pretty much my best friends in the whole world, but then if you go back you don't even remember it here and I don't want to forget. Does that make sense?