[The contact startles him a bit, but he tries not to think about it. John is cute, but his brain is very much elsewhere right now.]
Y-yes. I feel it. [His hands are shaking a little. It's crazy-- When faced with one of those horrible monsters, his mind had just gone on autopilot, and he'd reacted on reflex alone. This is removing all of the adrenaline and basic survival instinct, and replacing it with the knowledge that this is a gun and it kills people. I am holding something that kills people.
It could also save him though, and Blaine, and Quinn. He bites his lip, determined.] So it works now? It can fire now?
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Y-yes. I feel it. [His hands are shaking a little. It's crazy-- When faced with one of those horrible monsters, his mind had just gone on autopilot, and he'd reacted on reflex alone. This is removing all of the adrenaline and basic survival instinct, and replacing it with the knowledge that this is a gun and it kills people. I am holding something that kills people.
It could also save him though, and Blaine, and Quinn. He bites his lip, determined.] So it works now? It can fire now?