One could call what Kristeva was feeling to be unpleasant, anyone would know that was what this feeling was. Anyone but Kristeva. Being an autoreiv everything that she felt, everything that was going through her body - something else that was new to her - was strange. Odd. Very unpleasant.

The pain registered first. There were some things that autoreiv's simply knew to help those that they served. And now she understood it. From the moment that she woke she knew that something was wrong - feeling cold was new and her movements? More fluid, and less controlled. From the voices that she could hear, not that registered, she knew that she wasn't alone but what she could see? Not Romdeau, and not anywhere that she had 'known'.

If anyone did see her? They may see some form of panic, small, contained but not enough that showed fear. If anything it was confusion more than anything. Kristeva knew what that was and she could say with certainty that she was confused.