[No, it probably doesn't feel the same and as soon as that door swings open Netherlands will probably understand why. But Russia doesn't care, he just wants to get out of sight and back on the ship, wash the blood from his hair and skin and hope the way his mind aches fades. He's moving more off instinct and sheer force of will right now, pipe clutched in his hand, shoulders tense and drawn in towards his ears. He's so fucking tired.
So the longer it takes to get to Netherlands, for that door to open has him shifting in annoyance and a dim ache of something that tastes sharp like fear. But just as Netherlands gathers and scrapes about for a few plans, Russia does the same. He's worn and crashing from adrenaline but he's nothing if not paranoid and though he's pretty certain Netherlands hadn't been captured or turned against them somehow, he's still wary enough to come up with admittedly shattered backup plans.]
Open the door before I have to take out another civilian.
[Maybe not the best thing to send but he's jumpy and he can feel Netherlands just as he always could. It's so much stronger now that he's out of that chamber and almost next to each other and he fidgets. Netherlands isn't exactly safety, but he's stability of a sort.]
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So the longer it takes to get to Netherlands, for that door to open has him shifting in annoyance and a dim ache of something that tastes sharp like fear. But just as Netherlands gathers and scrapes about for a few plans, Russia does the same. He's worn and crashing from adrenaline but he's nothing if not paranoid and though he's pretty certain Netherlands hadn't been captured or turned against them somehow, he's still wary enough to come up with admittedly shattered backup plans.]
Open the door before I have to take out another civilian.
[Maybe not the best thing to send but he's jumpy and he can feel Netherlands just as he always could. It's so much stronger now that he's out of that chamber and almost next to each other and he fidgets. Netherlands isn't exactly safety, but he's stability of a sort.]