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ataraxionlogs2013-03-09 01:34 pm
altercate) wrote in ataraxionlogs2013-03-09 01:34 pm
Entry tags:
your first family is your blood family and you always be true to that.
CHARACTERS: peter hale + derek hale
LOCATION: peter's room.
WARNINGS: obligatory peter hale warning.
SUMMARY: things and stuff.
[ river tam happens, and derek doesn't get the chance to check up on everything the way he usually does. jackson is gone, that he knows, but he has to round everyone else up, lay eyes on each of his pack like touchstones. if there's one thing the ship has done, it's made derek fretful, a little fearful of the loss.
he saves peter for last for a lot of reasons, none of which derek can really articulate. seeing peter will never not be painful, a reminder of things lost, a physical manifestation of all derek's guilt and mistakes. but he goes to peter's room anyway, because he has to. because derek has to see, has to know, and he could just leave when he hears peter inside, but he knocks anyway.
( derek punishes himself more than anything else in his life ever could. ) ]
I wanted to know you were still here.
[ the intricacies of social interaction escape derek, news at 11 ]
LOCATION: peter's room.
WARNINGS: obligatory peter hale warning.
SUMMARY: things and stuff.
[ river tam happens, and derek doesn't get the chance to check up on everything the way he usually does. jackson is gone, that he knows, but he has to round everyone else up, lay eyes on each of his pack like touchstones. if there's one thing the ship has done, it's made derek fretful, a little fearful of the loss.
he saves peter for last for a lot of reasons, none of which derek can really articulate. seeing peter will never not be painful, a reminder of things lost, a physical manifestation of all derek's guilt and mistakes. but he goes to peter's room anyway, because he has to. because derek has to see, has to know, and he could just leave when he hears peter inside, but he knocks anyway.
( derek punishes himself more than anything else in his life ever could. ) ]
I wanted to know you were still here.
[ the intricacies of social interaction escape derek, news at 11 ]