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One Thing's Trash...
CHARACTERS: Crowley (
pocketfulofsouls) and Yoite (
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LOCATION: The communal showers and then other places.
WARNINGS: Trigger warnings for body shame, horror, and humiliation. Will add as they come.
SUMMARY: And the Oxygen Garden thought they were shady.
One thing he can give Tranquility is that life is much simpler aboard the lonely starship. While stress is the key to evolution, it's refreshing to have his concerns rolled down to one pivotal point - himself. Just like the old days, the only thing he has to manage are his own manners while he lives off of the land, so to speak. No more worrying about cleaning up someone else's mess, and at least a little less paranoia regarding who was getting ready to ramrod him as soon as he turned his back. Demons were worse than a pack of dogs when it came to power. Sometimes Crowley just wanted to be irresponsible every once in a while without having to look over his fucking shoulder.
There's an art to making deals, or so Crowley believes. It's not about just speaking well - it's knowing the right things to say. And to know what to say, one needs to know their client, just as a real hunter knows that snaring a rabbit is very different from stalking a lion. It's knowing how to act and adjust, when to push and when to bide. It's knowing how to hurt.
The suicidal want to hate themselves, and everyone wants to be impressed. There is no noise, no footsteps on the tile nor subtle breeze. At one moment, the benches in the towel room are empty. In the next, like the cigarette burn at corner of a film reel, there is a man, or at least the shape of one, sitting upon the closest seat to the hall of shower stalls. Despite the lingering humidity in the communal shower, he is dressed in a full three-piece suit and a dark overcoat. One leg crossed over the other, he waits while the drone of the shower continues on, flickering through the small device that connects the people living within the city-sized tankard.
There is, perhaps, one noticeable difference. For every action, there must be a reaction: the faintest hint of sulphur laces its way through the sweltering atmosphere and lingers.
This business almost seems too easy, really, but while Crowley has his pride, he's also got an eye for opportunity and a healthy sense of reality. Having anything in his pocket aside from a few coins can't be a bad thing at the moment, especially since it's been proven the client in question has at least one skill of use. While he's got power and experience, his situation at the moment is still like trying to work a ball of clay into a fortress. And then there's the fact that he gets to play the game again. One year on Earth and forty in Hell can easily make one miss the trade they'd been mastering for centuries. If you didn't whet a blade every now and then, it didn't remain sharp, and Crowley was nothing if not keen.
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LOCATION: The communal showers and then other places.
WARNINGS: Trigger warnings for body shame, horror, and humiliation. Will add as they come.
SUMMARY: And the Oxygen Garden thought they were shady.
One thing he can give Tranquility is that life is much simpler aboard the lonely starship. While stress is the key to evolution, it's refreshing to have his concerns rolled down to one pivotal point - himself. Just like the old days, the only thing he has to manage are his own manners while he lives off of the land, so to speak. No more worrying about cleaning up someone else's mess, and at least a little less paranoia regarding who was getting ready to ramrod him as soon as he turned his back. Demons were worse than a pack of dogs when it came to power. Sometimes Crowley just wanted to be irresponsible every once in a while without having to look over his fucking shoulder.
There's an art to making deals, or so Crowley believes. It's not about just speaking well - it's knowing the right things to say. And to know what to say, one needs to know their client, just as a real hunter knows that snaring a rabbit is very different from stalking a lion. It's knowing how to act and adjust, when to push and when to bide. It's knowing how to hurt.
The suicidal want to hate themselves, and everyone wants to be impressed. There is no noise, no footsteps on the tile nor subtle breeze. At one moment, the benches in the towel room are empty. In the next, like the cigarette burn at corner of a film reel, there is a man, or at least the shape of one, sitting upon the closest seat to the hall of shower stalls. Despite the lingering humidity in the communal shower, he is dressed in a full three-piece suit and a dark overcoat. One leg crossed over the other, he waits while the drone of the shower continues on, flickering through the small device that connects the people living within the city-sized tankard.
There is, perhaps, one noticeable difference. For every action, there must be a reaction: the faintest hint of sulphur laces its way through the sweltering atmosphere and lingers.
This business almost seems too easy, really, but while Crowley has his pride, he's also got an eye for opportunity and a healthy sense of reality. Having anything in his pocket aside from a few coins can't be a bad thing at the moment, especially since it's been proven the client in question has at least one skill of use. While he's got power and experience, his situation at the moment is still like trying to work a ball of clay into a fortress. And then there's the fact that he gets to play the game again. One year on Earth and forty in Hell can easily make one miss the trade they'd been mastering for centuries. If you didn't whet a blade every now and then, it didn't remain sharp, and Crowley was nothing if not keen.
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Yoite watches that shadow leave, hears the door shut, and all at once he finally breathes as though he hadn't the entire conversation, his air forced from his lungs in this strangled kind of choke of a sigh that he didn't know (but was vaguely sure of the fact) that he was holding in. But his movement is immediate, half out of his own sickened embarrassment, half out of the dutiful nature that had spent years being seared into him like a wound. Festering sometimes, maybe, but ever present.
It should worry him more than it does, Crowley should. But the situation's out of hand. Desperate times, beggars can't be, and other such metaphors.
Once he's dressed - and it doesn't take him long, he's had practice from hurrying to after the jumps - he sets off immediately to the one place that he can't imagine a single person showing up in. His hair's still dripping, water sluicing down his neck and under the coat collar that he's buttoned all the way to his chin as per usual. His gloves are on, but he wrings his hat in his hands. Nervous habit. Ten minutes. Somewhere lonely. Nobody would want to visit. No chance of anyone walking in on them.
Yoite goes to his room, where everything is painfully bare, a blanket neatly folded at the end of a bed that looks as though it's never been slept in - probably because it hasn't. He stands with his back to the wall like he can fade backwards into it and just disappear all by himself, and waits the approximate two allotted minutes he has left.
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There is a brief, quiet sound like the sucking of air, but the young man won't hear it. Suddenly: sulfur, odious and underlying the scent of things meant to shield it. Normally, someone might have to stick their nose into the demons clothes, or be close enough to smell his breath to find anything off, but a nose so sensitive as Yoite's seemed to be doomed to be shocked whenever Crowley decided to cover the distance in an unconventional manner.
"Usually it's polite to ask someone's name before you see their naughty bits," He muses, walking out of the corner of Yoite's eye and out of the shade at the corner of the room. "But I got a bit excited. Has anyone told you that you come on a bit strong?"
His eyes sweep over the room (just the briefest curl of his lip - god, it was hideous) before centering on Yoite.
"I'm going to need it, though, really, before I begin to draw up any papers. Powerful things, names, and sometimes words as well... How do they do agreements where you're from? Oaths of fealty to a lord? The forfeit of collateral? A signature in blood? For you, I might guess half the payment up front, but I'm willing to be surprised. You've been all sorts of surprising today," This last bit, a lower rumble in his throat, terribly close to a purr, and an impish narrowing of his eyes.
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He's crass. Purposefully crass. But Yoite's long since learned that responding to bait only worsens the situation. As such, he's painfully unresponsive to Crowley's remarks - a flicker of a brow, a tightening of his jaw, nothing much to betray how uncomfortable he is with the situation.
That voice is one that's not okay, and it sends a bead of cold sweat down his spine, or maybe that's just shower water.
"It's Yoite." A lie, and a flutter of his pulse betrays him, a bat of his lashes. "Someone usually gives their word in the Nabari world," is true, however - only answers when the question is direct, fully glazing over the latter half of it. There's a bit of a shake to his voice that betrays him, but he tightens his shoulders, frowns. "It's not a very good system. So I use collateral." It's only then he moves, and the hat unfurls, painfully wrinkled, but he doesn't seem to care too much about his appearance, dirty gloves and wet hair and all.
Curiously - and warily inviting whatever answer this man might give - he finally asks. "How do you do it?"
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Crowley had an ear for liars, but he wouldn't bother to address it. Let Yoite believe he had at least that security, for now, while it didn't really matter.
"Interestingly enough, it's much the same, if perhaps a bit more elegant. We negotiate terms -what I'll give you, what you'll give me- and seal it with a symbolic gesture. If either of us fail to meet the terms we've come to, the contract is null and void. Simple, really," It was anything but. "So. Yoite. Foreplay's over - tell me exactly what you'd like me to do for you."
Because Crowley didn't have to adhere to anything that wasn't explicit.
Those dark eyes fell on the pale thing's face, expression politely curious. But he was listening carefully, no doubt of that, hands dipped into the pockets of his dark overcoat. Both of them, almost completely covered in cloth now, and hiding their hands. Old power versus nervous energy.
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It sounded easy. That's why it made him wary. Obvious truths were the most dangerous ones, and he already knew well enough in their short time together that Crowley wasn't a man of... honorable means? No. Yoite didn't doubt he'd keep to his terms. And if he didn't anyway, they'd certainly have to see to that later. But Yoite didn't trust him. That wasn't saying much. Yoite didn't trust anybody. But it was his eyes. Unbothered, simple, brown. Hollow. There was nothing behind those eyes, just like that deep and roiling black ki that frothed beneath his human exterior.
"You're going to erase me from existence," Yoite says after a moment's pause, and for once, his voice is very even. He sounds more sure of what he wants here than he does of his own name. "This isn't so simple as a death. I want there to be no more Yoite. I want there to have never been a Yoite. I want there to be no trace of me, throughout history, throughout existence, memories, thoughts. It's like pressing that key on the computer when you've made a mistake. 'Delete'."
He carefully and clinically churns over his words to decide if they're thorough enough, if he's covered all of his bases. Loopholes always exist, and he doesn't want to leave any for Crowley to... take advantage of. "I'm assuming if I die before then, it renders the contract void."
And with an equally careful frown, as thoughtfully sculpted as his words, he stares Crowley down, a bit more heatedly before. "Now you'll tell me what that's worth to you, and also what happens to either of us if a contract is rendered null and void."
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And aside from the desperate, there was always those that fancied themselves sly enough to escape paying up, or else thought they could gamble with a demon.
The demon was silent as the ninja named his terms, eyelids lowering subtly with thought.
"Twisting time and changing destiny aren't easy. I've met Fate a few times - she's a real bitch. I can make it work, though. In exchange, you'll spend five years in my employment. You'll do what I tell you and you'll come when you're called, no matter what. After that's up, I'll put you out of your misery and fulfill my end of the bargain," His eyes opened fully again, locking onto the paler pair. The humor faded right out of his face, and he continued, "And your soul will come to me. If you ever fail to follow my command, I am within my right to sever our contract. Nothing will happen from the contract breaking, but your soul will still be forfeit to me whenever you die, and I will no longer have to uphold my end of the bargain. But you'd be interested in what might happen to me, I'm guessing, should I fail to do as I agree," The tiniest quirk of his lips. "Unless I'm killed, I'm bound to meet the terms of the contract, on several different levels. You can choose to end the arrangement or break it by failing fantastically, but once I seal the deal, I'm incapable of backing out of it. In case you haven't noticed, I'm not exactly human. I get rules where you get limitations. And besides, I've got standards and a self-image to uphold. It's very simple in the end - you do right by me, and I'll make sure you're well taken care of."
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Yoite's eyebrows slowly furrow more and more as Crowley speaks, a lot of this sounding a lot less glamorous than he was hoping for. Had this place bought him the time he needed to get what he needed done? Perhaps. Five years? He'd be in his twenties by the time he was done. Assuming he lived. No, that was the part he was most uncomfortable with. He's clearly perturbed, but he doesn't betray it much more than a minute and jerky shake of his head.
"One year," he tries instead (flatly, pointedly) and even that seems a life time, but it's not five. "What if I die working for you? What happens to my soul, do you still get it? You could just push me out an airlock tomorrow. Or I could die on the job. It's dangerous." You're dangerous.
This wasn't at all like what Hattori had done, how smoothly he'd coerced a scared and scarred little thing out of its hidey hole and twirled it about, made it feel special for a little while and got what he wanted out of something that wasn't necessarily going to happen. He didn't trust Crowley. That would be a mistake. But he did trust that Crowley was going to do what he was supposed to. That much he thought. But Crowley wasn't human. Not fully. So he wouldn't act like a human.
Not fully.
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A brow arched at the counter-offer. The demon wasn't surprised, just amused. But it's the question he addresses first.
"Shoving you out of the airlock would benefit you more than me," He points out, "You're more useful to me alive than dead. Believe me - your soul's not really quality condition. But if you do die before time is up, well, you've not fulfilled your end, have you? Your soul comes to me. So try to avoid that, hm? Of course it's dangerous, moron! Picking daisies and baking cookies is hardly a fair trade for altering the bloody universe. You've got to earn this."
And Crowley couldn't technically kill the other while he had the contract on anyway. He could have Yoite set up to be killed (as that recent little snot in his employ had tried to - Crowley sort of missed him; he was a wonderful volunteer for showing what happened to fucking idiots who couldn't be damned to find a loophole in the contract itself), but that wasn't much his style. That wasn't the gamble he was going to make.
"You don't think you're the only one I'll ever make a deal with here, do you? If I were to kill you before your contract ended, that'd be rather bad for business."
One year. Hm.
"I can do three years at the very least. I know you're rearing to go, darling, but let's not be so selfish. I'm not running a charity."
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He hadn't known how long it was going to take to get the kinjutsushos back home. He hadn't known how long it was going to take for Miharu to read them, to understand them, and, at the end of it, if any of it would even work. The Shinrabanshou was such a wild card, but back then he'd only had two months to live. He was erratic, and desperate. He'd have done anything for a chance to get things sealed off tight before he crumbled.
Here he's tested things, and here he's got a bit of a benefit on his hands: Time. It's a whole new and terrifying factor. Crowley is another whole new and terrifying factor. Both are unknown, and both are things he plans to study and use to his advantage as best he can with what he's been given. Which admittedly hasn't been much. "Forty months," he tacks on a bit more to his sentence, cringing violently but only emotionally at the thought, "and I'll hold my own but you'll keep me alive to serve for all of them with me."
But of course he has a soul, a lifeforce. There's a depleted one there, at least, weary, chunks missing. It can't be anything spectacular to look at, but it's a soul. His ki. They were all sort of the same concept, different perspectives. Yoite's fingers flex again, this time more anxiously than agitated. His voice has dipped back down again, into something far more wary and soft than what he'd been employing before. He shifts almost seamlessly between this cold and unflinching exterior to something more like a wounded animal, it's remarkable.
"What do you do with the souls?"
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"So you'd like me to change history and babysit you? I'm finding difficulty seeing where MY benefit in this would be," Crowley took one step forward in kind, toward Yoite, but the motion was much less hesitant. Then he took another. His grin was patronizing, to say the very least. "I need a burden like you need two sets of tits. You'll give me three years and you'll bloody well look after yourself, on top of taking care of whatever I tell you to do. If you don't think you can manage it, well, there's plenty of shoulders you can go cry and wipe your snotty nose on, I'm sure. I was under the impression you wanted a real result, and nothing comes without its price. I thought you might have figured that out when you decided having a special snowflake ability was more important than a little gangrene once in a while. My mistake, I suppose."
He stood still again, a few feet closer to Yoite now and his scent that much stronger.
"Three years. You have to survive and serve three years. If that's too great a risk for you, maybe you ought to consider therapy instead. Or a lobotomy."
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It's a steep price, that's palpable. Troubling. Three years. He'd be nineteen. Compared to the four to six months he'd negotiated with Hattori, it was ages. Compared to the fourteen he'd spent in his veritable cage, it was the blink of an eye. But he could do it. Yoite was sure he could do it. And nobody else on the ship had anything to offer but debates and chastising. He was sick of it.
And there was nothing stopping him from keeping an eye out for other methods in the meantime. Erasure. No Yoite, no deal, after all.
His eyes bat again, but his stature slumps in the slightest. Relieved? It's certainly something. "Fine," is all he offers, one word as he lowers his chin a bit.