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claire bennet. | cheerleader ([personal profile] pushfall) wrote in [community profile] ataraxionlogs2014-08-14 10:29 pm

someone left the cake out in the rain

CHARACTERS: Claire Bennet & yoouuuu
LOCATION: 5th floor and beyond
WARNINGS: Sprinkles.
SUMMARY: Cheerleader Bennet lurks around her new floor, and I finally post a log.
NOTES: Razzle dazzle!


Moving floors almost feels like going through the process of getting acclimated to the ship itself all over again. Everything might look similar, but there are new faces, new sounds, new habits to adapt to. For the pocket-sized blonde currently occupying 023, some of those new habits include lurking around and hiding out in the kitchen, which she feels is a relatively low traffic area unless something starts smelling good in that area of the hallway. She hasn't had time for it, much less the inclination, and it seems kind of trivial given everything that goes on both on the network and in the corridors themselves, but it's a monotonous task that she's good at, and if Claire is looking for anything at this point, it's something to be even halfway good at. Granted, she's had to make some adjustments with the measuring and ingredients, and there isn't like she's going to throw a bake sale or something, but sometimes she'll finish up and leave the plate sitting on one of the counters and consider that her contribution for the month.

Or however time gets measured here. If she's being honest with herself, she's stopped keeping track.

She figures she must have had a birthday by now, calculating how long it feels like she's been here and where she was when she was plucked out of her own subdivision in time and space. She also figures that it matters less and less for someone like her, doubly so when you're living somewhere in which the only span of time that matters is the distance between one jump and the next, or one disaster and the next. No one has managed to come up with a calendar for that, though, so Claire splits her time between the 5th floor's kitchen and the rest of its spidery hallways and sleek rooms. The holodeck still kind of feels like some sort of weird optical illusion, so between the kitchen, library, rec room, and Kate and Darcy's doors on either side of her, her time gets divvied up in a random, scattered pattern, including that time she accidentally walked in on someone in the bathroom.

All in all, she really needs to get a job. Or a hobby. That isn't pastries.
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[personal profile] alsohawkeye 2014-08-16 12:58 am (UTC)(link)
The smell of pancakes is irresistible. The only reason Kate leans slowly around the corner as if reluctant is because she assumes she'll find the kitchen full, everyone in their block of rooms drawn in by a fluffy griddled magnet.

"Oh hey," she says, super casually, like she's surprised to see Claire there as she turns the corner, like she wasn't peeking at all. She is surprised that it's Claire alone, but pleasantly. More for her. (Less socializing required.) She flips the hood of her sweatshirt down, letting it scrunch around her neck, and combs fingers through dark hair. One hip is cocked to lean against a counter. "So let's see these sprinkle pancakes. I'm not convinced, I've got to warn you."
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[personal profile] alsohawkeye 2014-08-18 12:24 am (UTC)(link)
Kate's too alert to it not to notice Claire's look at her neck, and even if there's no concern or pity in the cheerleader's expression Kate see it there anyway. She bites down on the temptation to snap a reply like 'yeah, it sucks doesn't it?' and puts on a smile of her own. "Not you, just sprinkles. They're just little bits of colored sugar, how good could it be? Now blueberries, blueberries I would be excited about."

She hops up onto the counter, leans over to eye the griddle from above. Given a couple minutes, the kneejerk offense fades and with it the need to force the smile. "Thanks for doing this," she says, "They smell awesome."
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[personal profile] alsohawkeye 2014-08-24 04:50 am (UTC)(link)
Kate laughs, but doesn't judge. Her smile is small and lopsided, definitely amused but sympathetic, maybe a little bit charmed. "Bake sales? For the cheerleading squad?" Her tease is gentle and comes with a grin, as she shifts sideways to make room on the counter.

The plate is a distraction, and she uses the fork to lift the edge of a pancake in the stack, eyeing the hints of sprinkle visible beneath the surface. She makes a show of skepticism, brow arched dramatically as she cuts a bite with the side of her fork. She tastes it with exaggerated care, taking the syrup to pour over the rest. "Alright, the sprinkles don't ruin it," she allows, "And I like the colors." She takes another bite.

"My mom didn't bake, but sometimes we'd stop at the bakery together on the way home from something and she'd let me pick something out. Cookies or babka or something. Wow, I've really been missing pancakes."
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[personal profile] alsohawkeye 2014-08-26 02:05 am (UTC)(link)
Kate doesn't respond right away, just holding the plate so that Claire can cut off a bite of pancakes for herself. She's not oblivious to that look, that tone. She's the opposite of oblivious, in fact: seeing it even when it's not there, totally unable to miss it now that it is. There's a set to her jaw and her eyebrows that suggests she isn't thrilled.

She wants to say I'm totally fine but it isn't really true. If she'd had any illusions about its truth they'd be cleared up now when she finds herself physically unable to force the words out of her mouth. It's a frustrating new development, and one that makes the assertion even less true. (A vicious cycle she's not at all enjoying.) She fills her mouth with pancakes and says nothing right away.

It takes two bites, actually, cut and syruped and chewed and swallowed before she finally says, in a sort of quiet way that unintentionally makes it more of an admission than it needs to be: "I'll be okay."
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[personal profile] alsohawkeye 2014-08-26 03:56 am (UTC)(link)
Kate continues eating her pancakes, taking her time with them now, savoring more slowly than at first. It's less a stalling tactic and more honestly wanting to make them last. Claire's been kind enough to indulge her pancake craving this time; she's not going to scarf them down not knowing when or if she'll have the chance to get more.

She watches Claire clean up as she eats. The water temperature doesn't even register, though if it did it would be a brief surprise at best. She did see the other girl cut in half and grow legs back, so what's a little burn? She's also not helping at all with the clean up, the thought only occurring to her once Claire already has the dishes rinsing. Then it's just a look, a moment's realization that oh yeah, cleaning up is a thing.

She takes her time replying, testing out the feel of the words in her mouth, not entirely certain what she'll be able to say until she tries. "I'll be okay," she settles on repeating, "I've had worse. And I took care of this."
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[personal profile] alsohawkeye 2014-09-03 04:42 am (UTC)(link)
Sorry, Claire. It's a good effort, but it catches Kate by surprise, like she hadn't quite anticipated being asked. She didn't think her words through far enough, just found some she could manage to get out and said them before the wall went back up. And now she's stuck. It's not that she wants to lie to Claire. They actually are friends, and she can see how much the other girl seems to care, that the smother-y moments come from a good place and she appreciates it even as she rankles under it. But this she'd lie about, if she could. Without hesitation or a second thought. Except now she has to have both, because she finds herself again unable to speak. She's got plenty of stories of shit that's worse by different measures, but none of it is honestly what she meant.

"It's not a good story," just barely makes it past her teeth, but it's true. Slightly less of a dodge to admit, "I don't actually want to talk about it." She only gets away with that one because even saying that much makes her expression wrinkle, lips pursed, discomfort palpable. Like showing the shell at all is showing its soft underside. If she were going to tell anyone aboard, it would probably be Claire She'd almost like to be able to tell her but she can imagine what her face would look like, not just at first but every time after, whenever she thought Kate wasn't looking.

"I'm sorry," she manages, and she reaches for Claire's arm or shoulder when she does, touch light but firm. "I don't mean to be a jerk. Ask me anything else."
Edited 2014-09-03 04:52 (UTC)
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is that a denim romper in that icon?

[personal profile] alsohawkeye 2014-09-03 01:06 pm (UTC)(link)
It's pretty much the perfect response and Kate's tempted to thank her even though the point is that she shouldn't have to (and she's right). Her smile, wry as it is, tilts warmer, and she gives Claire's arm a squeeze before letting go.

"Almost nothing," she says, hands falling to her sides to rest on the edges of the counter as she takes up the change in topic, "Unless you count pouring cereal into a bowl and putting milk on it. We had a chef, or we ordered in. My mom could make tea and I don't think my dad can even do that. I learned a little when I was living in California, but then I couldn't really afford food, so it was mostly opening cans and heating up the contents." She shrugs. Extremes of non-cooking!

"I can make coffee," she says, like what else could anyone possibly need? "I mean, I've figured out pasta and grilled cheese, I'm not a complete idiot, but if it takes more than common sense I need a recipe." A really detailed recipe.
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ummmmmm we can't be friends that's what

[personal profile] alsohawkeye 2014-09-06 05:57 pm (UTC)(link)
"See, that's why you at least go to college in the city," Kate says, and when she says 'the city' she doesn't just mean 'a city', she means New York. Are there others? Weird. "Then you're still surrounded by places that deliver. Another thing space is lacking."

She sucks a spot of syrup off a bent knuckle as Claire shrugs through her offer, and smiles. "Sure! I should really learn. Plus you owe me for punching lessons," she reminds with a slow-motion jab to Claire's shoulder. She's not really serious about the quid pro quo part, but seems to be about learning. "I should've come in earlier and watched how you made them."

She shifts on the counter, pushing up on her hands to slide back just a little, so she can more comfortably rest the back of her head against the cabinets. Her posture is casual; just holding her head up is still a little tiring sometimes, but nobody needs to know that. "So you said your mom taught you to cook?"
Edited 2014-09-06 18:00 (UTC)
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sneaks in late with starbucks

[personal profile] fullmoon 2014-08-25 01:30 am (UTC)(link)
Prying into Severus's reasons for leaving invisible bits of paper on the door to 005 » 023 would require a degree of purpose and concern that Remus doesn't quite reach. It's probably work, probably boring, definitely not his business. He made a show of paying attention to what Severus was up to mostly to annoy him, filed the incident away, and hasn't really thought about it since.

But he hasn't forgotten the room number, either, so when he sees a woman leaving the room up ahead while he's on his way to the kitchen, he lengthens his stride enough to catch up with her without appearing to try very hard.

It's not prying. It's idle curiosity. It's also only polite. A fifty-odd door distance makes them practically neighbors.

"Hello," he says while he's still a few paces behind her, both hands in his jacket pockets. "We haven't met, have we?"

It's not a hypothetical question. Memory loss is awkward.
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ghgh sorry! here have more fake internet starbucks.

[personal profile] fullmoon 2014-09-06 04:06 am (UTC)(link)
It's been a few cycles since Remus met someone new without monsters or blood spatters to distract from niceties, but his reflexes aren't too rusty. He's quick to smile back down at her and pull a hand out of his pocket when it's needed to shake.

He isn't surprised that she's friendly. But there's an empty space in the back of his mind where a weary of course would have settled in comfortably if she'd not been.

"Remus Lupin—might not be too late for a party," he says. (Dramatic irony is great.) His hand goes right back into his pocket; it's habit, even with his wand sticking out of his back pocket instead of tucked into his jacket. A way of reining in his lankiness a little without stooping to slouching or trying to make himself small. Especially when he's talking to someone a solid foot shorter than he is. "The other floors might be jealous, though."
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don't worry, however slow you are I will inevitably be slower

[personal profile] fullmoon 2014-09-11 11:51 am (UTC)(link)
That's a common question. Always has been, whether it was girls fishing for help getting his attention, at school, or later what felt like the whole world wanting to know when it was Black had gone mad, exactly, and how no one had seen it coming. At least people on the Tranquility tend not to have motives for it, beyond sorting out who's from where (or when) and correctly placing everyone on the ship's weird, tangled social web.

So Remus nods and says, "We went to school together," with a grin that counteracts the understatement—not disingenuous, just private. British. He isn't generally given to one of the best friends I've ever had style effusion with strangers. With anyone. "Us and Severus and Lily Potter."

Leaving Hermione out. Rude. But that would take more explanation than Claire wants or needs, he imagines, so Remus skips over it with silent apology to Ms Granger.

"You know Severus, right?"
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unfortunately I'm a very competitive person

[personal profile] fullmoon 2014-09-24 10:51 pm (UTC)(link)
For the record, Remus is exactly as tall as her father, but he loses an inch to slouching and makes a point never to impose. But he brightens and unfolds, just a little, in the face of her friendliness. She reminds him of Lily—and James and Sirius, which would be meant as a compliment, if he said so. All the people he knows who lit up rooms without trying. He likes her already.

Not that that's a particularly selective honor.

"I'd barely had time to get attached to my floor," he says, "so it could have been worse."

Maybe he should be more disoriented, but he hasn't lived in the same place for more than nine months since he was four years old, anyway, and almost everyone he's befriended is on this floor now. The only person he's farther away from after the move is Hank, and it doesn't matter much, as long as the lifts stay functional.

"Where are you from?" he asks—America, of course, but if she's being kind enough to specify Scotland instead of Britain (or England), he can try to return the courtesy. Speaking of which, he quickly cuts in at the end of his question: "Sorry, I'm not keeping you from anything, am I?"
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now that I've won I can reply after less than a week's wait I GUESS (sorry)

[personal profile] fullmoon 2014-09-28 02:32 am (UTC)(link)
"Just the kitchen," Remus says. "Last time I summoned something I nearly hit someone."

So no more of that, at least without checking the hallways first, and once he's gone that far there's no real reason not to just make the walk. He has more to do than Claire, maybe, but not by much. And if they're both only killing time—

He moves around her to keep walking, turned at an angle to keep facing her, for the first couple of steps, to make sure she's coming along.

"Those are two of the three states I could find on a map," he says. "Texas, California, and Massachusetts, with the..." He draws the hook of the Cape in the air ahead of him. He only knows where it is because of the Salem Witches' Institute. "But I could still probably draw America better than I could this thing." His hook-drawing hand raps an empty stretch of wall along the corridor: he means the ship. He has a vague idea which way the lifts are moving when he takes them, but he doesn't have much grasp of distance or angles at all.
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hhhhhh

[personal profile] fullmoon 2014-10-08 08:52 pm (UTC)(link)
Remus isn't shy-quiet, but he is quiet, relatively speaking: at the mention of kitchen knives he only winces--a wince that's still half a smile, one eye squinting shut like he's had something sour. (He isn't serious. It was only a cup. Still could have hurt, though, and leaving his room to fetch things by hand like a responsible wizard is apparently a good way to meet people. Who'd have thought.) And concerning the fairness or unfairness of the Salem school and the multiverse at large, he shrugs, elaborately, like I wasn't consulted.

Rounding around into the kitchen, though, he laughs. It's a sympathy laugh--he's been lost in the corridors, which isn't really funny, but he understands. The ship is a maze. "You'd think there might be some sort of welcome tour," he says, like welcome tours could really be anyone's priority on a nightmare-fueled starship run by a largely inexperienced skeleton crew, "or mentor system--have you been here very long?"

There's no telling anymore, now that everyone's shuffled around floors. Not without gawking at people's forearms.