[clarke just makes a face as she hears his response, it's clear that she doesn't agree with his words but when he nudges her glass towards her, she indulges in taking in a larger sip slowly easing herself into drinking more. if clarke was anyone else she would have accepted bellamy's reasoning but no matter which way she thinks about it, she still sees herself at fault. something that has become a pattern with her when it comes to people close to her dying and for the people she wasn't able to save either because her part with finn's death it felt like she was barely hanging on by a thread sometimes]
Oh there's plenty to blame myself for— it's hard not to when being in love with me changed him the way it did. [it goes unsaid where that love got him but that was just one of the many reasons the guilt still stays with her]
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Oh there's plenty to blame myself for— it's hard not to when being in love with me changed him the way it did. [it goes unsaid where that love got him but that was just one of the many reasons the guilt still stays with her]