[with her glass refilled, she repeats the process and takes another drink from it. drinking wasn't all that hard really, it was talking about her feeling coupled with her stubbornness that didn't mix well enough together] I wasn't saying it justified anything but I was the reason behind it, wasn't I? Even you said that part of the reason Finn changed was because he thought he lost me—

[her voice breaks causing her to abruptly trail off just slightly as if she was going to cry again before she forces it down to a slight sniffle and continues] It was done in my name. How am I not supposed to feel responsible for that?