[ by the time clarke's got her whole spiel out, raven's settled back into her chair at the consoles. clarke can keep on standing, or claim one of the various chairs in the general vicinity - it's not like anyone's coming back for them anytime soon.
and here and now, in the face of the apology, raven wants to find a way to be pissed off at a clarke who does know what she did instead of some innocent clueless clarke who just princess'd into this mess secondhand, but the fact stands that she pretty much wasted all her piss and hellfire in that first bout of explosive anger and the quiet seething over the weeks to follow.
so she swallows hard, jaw setting and brow furrowing as she shakes her head just barely. ] Stupid asshole did it to himself. [ it's how she's supposed to feel, she knows. that's the objective explanation behind it, but now that she's run out of steam over blaming clarke, the only one she's got left to blame is herself. ]
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and here and now, in the face of the apology, raven wants to find a way to be pissed off at a clarke who does know what she did instead of some innocent clueless clarke who just princess'd into this mess secondhand, but the fact stands that she pretty much wasted all her piss and hellfire in that first bout of explosive anger and the quiet seething over the weeks to follow.
so she swallows hard, jaw setting and brow furrowing as she shakes her head just barely. ] Stupid asshole did it to himself. [ it's how she's supposed to feel, she knows. that's the objective explanation behind it, but now that she's run out of steam over blaming clarke, the only one she's got left to blame is herself. ]