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charles xavier. ([personal profile] forgodssake) wrote in [community profile] ataraxionlogs2015-07-23 12:28 am

o12. closed.

CHARACTERS: Charles Xavier and various appointments.
LOCATION: Around and about.
WARNINGS: TBA.
SUMMARY: A July catch all of meetings of various stripes, most of it pre-plot, some of it forward dated and prior to modplot logs.
NOTES: Just a resting place for threads that needed a home over the course of RP.
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[personal profile] deservesadaisy 2015-07-24 11:13 am (UTC)(link)
Hunger is, perhaps, misleading. It's slightly more complex than that.

[The thought occurs to Ivan, briefly, that he's never tried to properly explain this before.]

Satisfy an addiction comes closer. I've never partaken of the stronger modern opiates, but I understand the craving level is somewhat representative. But it's...

[He glances away, out the window. Whether he's trying to distance himself from the blood in Charles' veins or settle on his next sentence might be unclear, to most. (It's definitely both.)]

We feel unwell, when we abstain. Psychologically, but it also leaves us weaker. Sluggish. It isn't like a drug addiction where you can clear your system and the main danger is relapse alone.
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[personal profile] deservesadaisy 2015-07-24 10:35 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't know about experts, [Ivan says, almost wary.] Generally the humans studying our kind were trying to sort out better ways to kill us, but most of humans didn't believe we existed at all. As for vampires ourselves, we hold varying theories, but I don't think anyone has tried to do an empirical study. Not enough volunteers, I suppose.

[In the name of not being completely unhelpful:]

From experience, life is key. The longer the blood's been away from a beating heart, the less use it is. And human, though I've discovered since I've been on the ship that bipedal monster will do in a pinch. I think they were orcs, possibly, I was busy not getting clubbed to death. Not werewolf blood, though - werewolf blood is worse than nothing.
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[personal profile] deservesadaisy 2015-07-25 01:03 pm (UTC)(link)
[Ivan looks at Charles a long moment, as if trying to read him. He's not psychic, but he's old and he didn't get to be so by failing to observe those around him. It strikes him that lying, in the current situation, won't serve.]

Yes.

[He doesn't qualify or apologize. Not exactly. But he will explain something else.]

I would never have chosen this, if given a choice, for a number of reasons. But I died, before coming here. Again, as a vampire. I couldn't go back. So my choices are to find a way to manage the condition or to give up. What I like is currently irrelevant.
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[personal profile] deservesadaisy 2015-08-02 01:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[Almost despite himself, Ivan laughs mirthlessly at the mention of Mitchell - quietly and just once.]

Yes and no. Mitchell's attempts to stop hunting humans predate his stay on the Tranquility. He and I are physiologically alike, but we cope with it differently.

If he told you he'll cooperate, though, I expect he was being honest with you. That sort of deception wouldn't be his way.
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[personal profile] deservesadaisy 2015-08-02 02:12 pm (UTC)(link)
If we reached a point where I wanted to go my own way without supervision, for whatever reason, would you put me down for the greater good rather than let me?

[It's Ivan's turn to ask a question without evident judgment. He can hardly blame Charles, after all, for weighing the many against the few, or even simply siding with his own species against a predator. But he wants to know if his cooperation is a one-way ticket, all the same.]
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[personal profile] deservesadaisy 2015-08-25 10:31 pm (UTC)(link)
[One doesn't need telepathy to catch the mild twitch of skepticism in Ivan's expression.]

A remarkably enlightened position for someone I've just told I enjoy hunting humans. But I suppose I'm appreciative all the same. There are many, if not most, who'd put me down first if given a chance and sort out the labels later, on the paperwork.

[He's still not entirely certain why Enfys didn't do that, for the record.]