darkart: ( commission, dnt ) (sacrifice won't suffice)
sᴇᴠᴇʀᴜs. ([personal profile] darkart) wrote in [community profile] ataraxionlogs2014-04-12 12:52 am

( open ) show me how to lie

CHARACTERS: severus snape & a variety of people patient* enough to put up with his ass. (*maybe)
LOCATION: various.
WARNINGS: tba.
SUMMARY: open log for april.
NOTES: if you want to do something but can't think of an opener, feel free to send me a pm, i don't mind writing starters!


Maybe, Severus reflects as he stares down at his arm in the privacy of his small quarters, the whole department thing was a bad idea. SCI » 028 » 084. It inspires a kind of tired bitterness in him thinking about the advances muggles have made in science while wizardkind have hidden away and gotten very good at hovering in place. He remembers the American venture of Apollo 11, remembers the terror and wonder of it, nine years old and imagining if that's what these slow and dull creatures can do just think, just think, what's waiting for him in the world his mother comes from.

SCI. SEC. OPR. He imagines arrangements in three letters for other headings. For gravity management or temporal repair, for mysteries and healing. Science is such a lifeless word and here he is with it stamped next to another, older brand, both self-chosen in one way or another. Xenobiology is a joke and he knows it but his interest is real, and his determination is true - if he has to crowbar magic into this place with stubborn viciousness and arguments then so be it. He won't be trapped here otherwise and damn everyone who disbelieves or shrugs it off or rolls their eyes. They are incomplete people. They have to build machines to see just a fraction what he breathes and touches and manipulates. And he will not hide from them.

He works, both in the "safe" laboratory they've been shuffled to in accordance to security's fussing, and also up in the burned-out attic space of the forsaken genetics rooms. He senses the instability, but doesn't fear it. He cooks meals and occasionally tolerates company, he visits the gardens - for royalty or for his own version of hunting; he considers trying to plant things, has little aborted fantasies of potion-brewing, but doesn't go anywhere with it. He contemplates a dozen projects and, hell, maybe he'll do all of them. It's not like he's going anywhere anytime soon.
pushfall: (⚕ no poison in my bones)

[personal profile] pushfall 2014-04-18 01:15 am (UTC)(link)
"Sorry," she says automatically, in some vain effort to fill up the empty spaces in the silence between them so that something awkward doesn't have room to sit down and stretch its legs. Apologies only ever make things more awkward, though, and immediately after saying it, Claire is left with wondering why she said it at all and, not for the first time, why she has the inherent and unconscious need to constantly be an awkward individual. She was never like this before. Maybe Jackie really did have all the answers.

"I didn't really have a reason for coming by," Claire admits, shrugging with a half-smile. "I just... wanted to see what you were up to." Which sounds about as intelligent as two-year-old trying to understand complex math, but she's not interested in coming right out and saying that she's directionless here and without the sort of guidance toward a path that she typically has.

She keeps waiting for something to happen, holding her breath until the next disaster comes around so that she can put herself in the middle of it, see a little bit more of what she's made of. Until that point, all that she has in her deck are cards with Nathan and Peter's faces on them and a distinct lack of an ability to discuss any of them with anyone. It wasn't until the most recent jump, where she found herself selfishly wishing that Gretchen might show up, too, that it occurred to her how much she actually missed having someone to talk to.