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Murphy Pendleton ([personal profile] yardbird) wrote in [community profile] ataraxionlogs2012-09-25 09:32 pm
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SILENT HILL PLOT: NIGHTMARE FUEL

CHARACTERS: ALL OF YOU SICK-MINDED MOTHERFUCKERS.
LOCATION: THE TRANQUILITY: OTHERWORLD EDITION.
WARNINGS: SURE IS RUSTY HERE, HUH?
(Also expect violence and unhappy things because haha survival/horror. Yeah.)
SUMMARY: YOU'RE WALKING ON THE SHIP;
THERE'S NO ONE AROUND AND YOUR COMMUNICATOR IS DEAD.
OUT OF THE CORNER OF YOUR EYE YOU SPOT THEM...


OOC: Congratulations! You've made it to Hell. It's not just you, either. It's this whole ship -- it's being invaded by the Otherworld. A world of someone's nightmarish delusions come to life. Little by little, the invasion is spreading. Trying to swallow up everything in must be on drugs darkness.

Now that I got that out of my system... Also note that communicators will not work in the Otherworld. They will, however, emit a static that will warn you when monsters are nearby. You might find this to be pretty handy.

There will also be "safe rooms", or areas that are seemingly devoid of monsters, so don't worry about it being constantly infested. However, I wouldn't bet your life on staying in one place for too long, because they'll probably hunt you out sooner or later. The goal is to get out of the Otherworld and back to a safer place (i.e. the Fog world). How do you do that?

Gee, I don't know. Got any pent-up issues that need sorting out, I wonder?

Crawl through a hole, maybe?

Collect puzzle pieces? Rubix cube?

Riddle me that!

Did you stock up as well? Very good.

Again: If you plan on shifting between the worlds in the middle of a thread, you cam link when starting a new thread in the other log. But again, it's up to you how you want to doit, and totally not mandatory. Just go have fun!

For information/questions, refer to this post.

THAT LOG WITH LOTS OF FOG IN IT
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[personal profile] savethebullshit 2012-09-27 03:59 am (UTC)(link)
Glancing down, Anne watches as his head fell into his hand, and it makes her chest seize up a bit, makes her almost choke. There's a sense of guilt there, over them almost heavy enough to make a crack in her very soul, she swears. It's devastating. For a moment all she can do is keep pushing, keep going down that long and familiar path of inevitability. Pushing the wheelchair toward the final and painful end. No... wait... this isn't back then. It takes her a moment to shake herself back into what's really happening, look down at Murphy's head and remember that it's him. That this isn't that same walk, that Murphy is not doomed to die.

"It's okay. We all screw up. Just... forget it. I forgive you."

Or maybe he is doomed to die. Maybe they both are. Maybe they're both so broken that the cracks in them will fill with the pain and blood and decay in this place and split them open. Maybe she's doomed to walk this path forever. She doesn't know about Murphy, but she hasn't given up her ghosts. She feels like maybe, she's doomed to repeat all this pain, doomed to curl up in the dark with her ghosts and let them devour her bit by bit.

Something has to happen. Thinking this way, they maybe they're doomed, that Murphy is something that will always be doomed to slip between her finger makes her feel like something has to change. Maybe if she just makes one small push, in the direction of something warm even as their physical bodies move toward whatever darkness is in the direction they walk, that it'll change this pain. Maybe they won't be pushing at this metaphorical wall that seems to exist between them. Maybe they won't let their shared pain hurt each other.

In the dim and the bloody confines of this rusty personal hell Anne tries to ignore the squeaking of the wheels, the horrible stink of rot and death, of medicine, like painkillers that won't do anything to stop what's happening, the inevitable death of a beaten cripple...

Murphy is really the only thing to take her mind off of it, off of the unpleasantness and the pain. In a way, he always has been, even when it was because of her hatred. It's what causes her to make that push that she considered before, swallowing, and stopping momentarily in her movement so she can place a hand on his shoulder.

"Murphy I... I don't know what's going to happen. I don't know what this place is going to do. But I know that... we might not make it. I can't pretend that I know for sure we'll be okay. So I... guess I'd better say this now, just in case I never get another chance." a deep breath, and she braces herself for whatever unhappiness might come from her next words. She needs to say them. She can't let them never pass her lips in case this is her last day, her last hour... maybe even her last few minutes. She can't predict this hell world. "... I love you."
Edited 2012-09-27 04:00 (UTC)
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SHE'S WORSE THAN THE ANNOYING ORANGE

[personal profile] savethebullshit 2012-09-27 05:42 am (UTC)(link)
Anything that may have happened between them, anything bad or good that may have come to pass because of her words is cut off by the sound of the scream. It's a familiar one by now but it doesn't mean it catches Anne any less off guard. It's more than she can do not to scream herself at the sound of it, letting go of Murphy and the chair to clamp her hands over her ears. She can't even go for her gun while it's doing this, not with the way it seems to tilt reality, the way it's breaking her focus and making her see splashes of color that isn't there.

What she can do, however, is stumble toward it, clumsily plant herself between the Screamer and Murphy before it starts to come forward, before her incapacitated companion can be in any serious danger. The pain it's causing him is very real and she can tell, but she's not going to allow it to do him any more damage as long as she's here.

Still keeping one hand over an ear just in case, Anne fumbles for her gun, still thrown off balance by the scream. God, she hates these things. The gun clatters from her hand and she looks down at it and then back up just in time to see the Screamer sprinting toward them. Anne does the only thing she can think to do until she has time to grab her gun when she's put some distance between the creature and the two of them; she punches it in the face.
savethebullshit: (...)

in her defense, those hints were for Murphy 8U

[personal profile] savethebullshit 2012-09-27 06:15 am (UTC)(link)
Anne doesn't really pay much mind to the claws that graze her chest, barely registers the feeling of blood as it starts to run down her skin and soak through her shirt. Stumbling backward by reflex she stops to ease Murphy's wheelchair back a little bit, just to get him a little further away from the Screamer. Then she forgets about that and goes for the Screamer again, a left hook to the side of the head before she takes a moment to reach for her nightstick and clock it sharply on the other side.

Anne isn't exactly a skilled fighter. She's had combat training, preventative training. But even after Silent Hill she's still not used to fighting something with claws like this. An inmate with a homemade shiv is one thing. Plus it doesn't help that she's not a particularly graceful fighter, either.

A quick glance to her gun. Still no time to get it. She'll get her ass sliced up by claws if she bends down. She just has to get this thing on the ground...
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Anne doesn't know the meaning of "stay calm"

[personal profile] savethebullshit 2012-10-03 11:37 pm (UTC)(link)
Anne can sense Murphy behind her still, and it gives her that much more of a reason to lash out at the Screamer with everything she has. Somehow, protecting him makes her feel all that much more desperate to kill this thing, to escape this place. For them just to be normal again. Anne isn't a very optimistic person, but she still feels that somehow, someday, they could be happy together.

It is just a second too late that Anne is able to comprehend that the Screamer is going for her throat; those bitches are fast for monsters. Jerking slightly to the side is all she can do, and she winces as the teeth sink into her shoulder. Instinctively she pulls away and a few teeth move with her, jerking out of the Screamer's mouth.

Further enraged, Anne brings down the nightstick, onto the top of the Screamer's head. She's fueled by the red rage that a monster causing her pain unleashes and she strikes again, equally as hard. Suddenly she's barely able to see the monster; she's seeing something else. She isn't entirely certain what it is, but it just makes her strike harder still.

Back so soon, sweetheart?
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[personal profile] savethebullshit 2012-10-04 05:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Somehow, monsters were that way, and Anne actually appreciated it in a way. Monsters didn't have logic, didn't have the ability to use or blackmail or bribe. Monsters just lashed out with reckless abandon at whatever threatened them. Anne understood monsters better than people, sometimes. Maybe Anne was more like a monster than a person.

When the creature collapses to the ground, Anne breathes a sigh of relief, wiping sweat that she hadn't even realized had collected there from her brow. Watching it twitch, Anne considers stepping on its head and smashing its skull to pieces, but she thinks better of it, decides to just let it be. She turns to face Murphy, breathing as heavily as he is. For a moment she just stares at him, and then she moves over to brush his cheek lightly, just a small affectionate gesture.

"Are you gonna be okay?"
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[personal profile] savethebullshit 2012-11-01 01:10 pm (UTC)(link)
For a moment, all is well, but then Anne's mind goes blank momentarily. She takes in his blank stare, feels his hand cool and limp against her cheek. It's almost like he isn't even aware he's touching her. His eyes look at her, but she's almost positive they're just looking through her.

"What are you talking about?" she asks him, a shade of panic finding its way into the tone that was supposed to be calm. Those words make no sense, and it terrifies her. With one hand, she shakes him gently, struggling not to fly off the handle. Because he's here and not here and for a moment she feels like she's losing him somehow.

"Murphy," she says emphatically, her hand still on his cheek, and she moves her fingers a bit like motion will spark his awareness. "God dammit Murphy I'm right here. Stay with me. Or... come back, I don't even know at this point..."

And then something clicks. She remembers after he was attacked with the cattle prod, about the time he was bedridden and she cared for him, and about how he confessed to her the story of how he lost his son. There's a jet of pain for him that courses right through the center of her being, and the hand that's shaking him leaves his shoulder and moves to his hand, holding it gently.

"Murphy, you need to snap out of it. I think I know where you are, but it's not really where you are. You need to come back to me now, alright?" her attempts to sound sturdy are failing miserably.
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[personal profile] savethebullshit 2012-11-14 05:16 am (UTC)(link)
When Murphy blinks and drops his hand and actually moves, Anne breathes a heavy sigh of relief. He slumps forward and when he leans against her she doesn't even stop to think, just wraps her arms around him and wishes she didn't have to inevitably let go eventually.

There are words on the tip of her tongue, but they don't come out. She just keeps holding onto him and feels, for the first time in such a vivid way what the possibility of losing him feels like. It was in an indirect way, but it felt like he was slipping off to someplace else, like he hadn't been here at all.

God dammit, please don't ever leave me...

"Yeah..." is all she says, though she doesn't move just yet. Instead she lowers her head and kisses him, not really caring where her lips land. "If there is a way out of here, we should probably find it before we go crazy."

She doesn't say it, but she worries maybe Murphy got dangerously close to letting this place shatter his sanity for a minute there.
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[personal profile] savethebullshit 2013-05-07 03:07 am (UTC)(link)
Anne just keeps holding onto him, just keeps him there in her arms. Because there's the strange, idealistic notion that as long as she holds him he's safe. He's okay. Nothing can get to him and that's the way she wants it. She's never wanted to protect anyone quite so fiercely before, and it scares her. But not as much as it relieves her. Because she loves him, and the scary part is over with now. She already told him.

Shit.

She told him.

There's not much she can do about it now. Nothing but move forward. And she does. Reluctantly, she starts to pull back. But when his voice breaks, she just comes back to him without ever having really let go, moving so his head falls back to the dark spot at her collar.

"Yes. I can. You don't have to walk." She's just answering his question, but still there's a comfort, she hopes, to the words. There's certainly something tender to her tone, at the very least.

"... I just need a minute."

A minute to just be exhausted and sore and bleeding but glad. Because they're okay. At least for the moment.
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[personal profile] savethebullshit 2013-06-09 08:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Slowly, Anne nods. She knows he's making sense, even though she's loathe to let him go right now. She does, however, slowly pulling back and straightening into a sitting position. It occurs to her that it might be a good idea not to be too affectionate as it is; she's sure she made things somewhat uncomfortable by confessing her feelings to him.

Well that was a smooth move, Cunningham.

"You won't slow me down. You're fine." Her voice is as sturdy as she can make it right now, and she glances down at him, a bit worried by that ragged breathing. "Are you going to be okay?" there's a firm, desperate tug of worry that nearly shakes her off her feet. As she moves behind the wheelchair, slowly, and takes those damned handles in her fists, she has to steel herself for the creak of the wheels. It comes, too. Rather loudly at first, but then levels out.
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[personal profile] savethebullshit 2013-06-10 01:55 am (UTC)(link)
As she begins to push the wheelchair again down the long, wet corridor, it's more than she can do to ignore the smell of blood. That heavy, almost melodic creaking pulls at her mind, struggles to pull her back to a time and place that's even darker and more daunting than this hellworld.

The 'don't know' makes her blood run cold, and all of a sudden everything around her is rendered far more terrifying by that thought. She swears there's even more blood dripping down the walls after he says it, though it could just be her imagination. Somehow it feels like the wheelchair doubles in weight.

"Don't what?" she asks him, rather gently. Though it's obvious that speaking takes a great amount of effort on his part, it sounded like something important and she doesn't want to end up not hearing whatever it is, in case this is their last few moments alive. She doesn't want to think that way, but Anne has never been an optimist. She's far too realistic.

After a pause, she lets on hand stray briefly to his hair even as she's continuing this long, painful walk. "I'll do what I can to keep you safe," she says in as comforting a tone as she can.
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[personal profile] savethebullshit 2013-06-10 05:13 pm (UTC)(link)
He's listening, but not responding. Slumped limply in that wheelchair like he's off in some silent internal world. Like he's... a fucking vegetable. And that thought, that sickly accurate thought, makes her heart wrench. What if, if somehow they're able to avoid death, he's always like this? What if this is permanent?

Jesus Christ.

Choking momentarily, she doesn't want to let go of the handles of the wheelchair even long enough to wipe away the tears that are starting to slide silently downward, because letting go means risking losing grip, means risking losing him more than she already has and she doesn't want that.

Around them, the heavy dripping of the blood, like the sound of rain, echoes off of the empty corridor from the walls that ooze the fluid like it's normal. The acrid scent of medical waste and blood fills her nostrils more with every step as the twisted metal around them bends, lifts, peels, she swears. And in the center of this horror show she stares hard ahead, tries to ignore the sounds of things moving and dragging, shifting and shuffling. Bloody feet and hands. Cracked teeth.

Rotten flesh.

Whatever it is that's coming, she can feel it. She can sense it as easily as she can sense the cold of the handles clenched in a death grip in her fists. Trying to focus on Murphy and not the unspeakable horrors around them, she swallows hard.

"Murphy..." she mutters, not because she has anything to say, but because saying it makes her feel a bit more grounded.
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[personal profile] savethebullshit 2013-06-10 09:51 pm (UTC)(link)
There's a thickness to the tension around them, the kind of thickness that is almost palpable. Anne swears if she tried she could actually touch it. In the foul dimness of those twisted corridors that mirror the darkest parts of her psyche, the most horrific moments of her life, all she can do is keep pushing. Helplessly pushing the wheelchair like she has so many times before.

The longer she pushes, the less everything around them makes sense. The less she's able to feel and the more she's able to just get caught up in the terror of it all. The tears stop eventually and so does everything else. She's just blood and flesh and bones when it comes down to it, she thinks. She's nothing that this horrible world can't erase in a single moment.

And it wants to. It's hungry to. Behind them that whispering horror... she can feel it creeping up on them, fast and slow all at once. Automatically her legs move faster, pushing the heavy wheelchair at a faster pace with some effort, but she doesn't let up. Not when her muscles and bones scream with the exertion or when she nearly loses her footing because the floor is slick with shower water and blood. All she is now is monotonous pushing along with the numbing terror that is starting to bore its way into her skull.
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[personal profile] savethebullshit 2013-06-16 03:35 am (UTC)(link)
Body screaming in protest, Anne just keeps going. She pushes onward mechanically, unwilling to give up and even more unwilling to just leave him behind. The weight of Murphy and the chair combined make it a grueling trek, traversing hospital corridors. Blood and rust everywhere. Rage and pain in the form of a world that's twisted and unfathomable. That breaks apart all around them and yet stands still and does nothing at all.

As they move it's increasingly obvious it is coming, though it's less obvious what it is. And whatever it is, she wonders if it's unavoidable. This run is prolonging their lives, pushing back stubbornly against the inevitable and painful end.

With the thought of death, her mind turns to Frank. Of Sunday mornings watching the rain and reading comics together from the newspaper, making hot cocoa in the winter, catching raindrops in their hair while they went fishing together in the later years. Of him teaching her to fix her ex-husband's car for his birthday. More things. Endless things. Things that mean life. Then she thinks of what Murphy told her, about his little boy at the bottom of that lake. Of the deadness in Murphy's eyes. A different kind of death, in those eyes.

There's no way in hell she's going to let him die thinking it's his own fault.

That gives her the motivation she needs and she pushes forward on shrieking, flaming joints, sweat beading hard on her brow. Her breathing is hard and shallow but she can choke out a few words between them, though it's a labor at this point.

"Don't give up."

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